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Malam ini aku di tipu bintang,langit yang kosong menyapu awan.
jiwaku kosong, tanpa arah, tanpa hala. Aku sudah lupa cara untuk berjalan setelah aku jatuh. Aku lupa cara bertutur setelah aku luluh dan aku lupa cara untuk senyum setelah meratap sedih.Mungkin malam ini senja hanya sekali. mendakap aku pada langit.
Kadangkala aku suka tidur supaya semua yang aku lalui hanya mimpi.

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myself and i

This is a part of me which people never knows. I love to being myself and maybe people keep saying that there's nothing special about me. But i never blame myself when people start to judge me.

I look into the world eyes and i wonder is it every second of my life i learn something new about life.

I take a baby step and make a new movement with take a new challenge of my life. what i afraid the most that's i will facing.

Now i sit at my chair and write down about what i want to be the next 5 years. is it with the same reality life or maybe not be. I was the one who can change my life to be unperfect to perfect.

nasib

dah masuk 4 bulan aku tak kerja. tido pon tak lena. malam-malam sure aku terkenang nasib aku. banyak interview aku dah pegi. semuanya aku buat tapi still belom rezeki aku lagi.

hummm

bila aku nak dapat kerja?

iftar dengan budak2 unisel RP

hari sabtu lepas aku berbuka puasa dengan budak2 RP unisel ( RP - RUMAH PANJANG) hahhaha aku menyebok lah sebab lama tak jumpa kawan-kawan unisel. haa yang bestnyer bila dah lepas 3 tahun ada yang dah kerja macam-macam tempat, ada yang belajar lagi buat degree ada yang berniaga rojak (tuh tak sure confirm dia. so lokasi berbuka hari tuh dekat taman kemuning flaming steamboat buffet. bayar RM20 tapi dorang yang over makan sampai membazir. si kuda lah makan banyak2 sampai tak terhabis membazir jerk. si sopie sebok plak kacau si ganu mentang-mentang ganu tuh comel lote. hahahah.



ni gara-gara sebok nak bergambar habis rambut aku meleket dengan marshmallow si sopie yang dicampur ice cream dan cokelat cair. sebab over excited marshmallow kat mulot dia kene rambut aku! memang over lah kau sopie.





sopie tak habis-habis usik ganu kesian ganu kene buli hari tuh.



si kudA memanglah suka sangat ambik makanan banyak-banyak lepas tuh tak habis. penat aku bising-bising.





malam tuh aku balik dekat pukul 11 lebih tapi diorang lepak-lepak lagi tak puas lah melepak kejap jerk. hope lepas ni boleh lepak lama-lama.

couldn't

for the first time in my life i feel so awkward shopping but i have no money in my pocket. Almost 4months i'm not working and most of my expenses my bf support me. At the same time i just realized that nowadays difficult for me to get job even though i got more than two years working experiences.

Now i'm sms with razif my ex-boss at biotechcorp. heard from one of my ex colleagues that now razif had been transferred to other department and if i'm not mistaken he now is under Corporate department and no longer with CSSD. well I've learn lot of things from him when we worked together as a team in CSSD. He said that he really miss his kids and now they stay in Vancouver, Canada. He said again that he just live here alone and sometimes he stay with his parents.

Just thinking, razif have a good career, good education and he have a good life but sometimes he feel so lonely because he was too busy commitment with his work. I know its ain't easy working as SVP for a big company cos he gives most of his life to achieve a good career development. I just pity with him and that's why now we still close even though we not working together. Well i never forget him because he is the boss that i ever had. Despite i jump to other companies. I never fail to say Hi to him. It's the way i show my concern towards him.

Gina khan now so happy with her new job as Tutor for forensic. lucky her :) I just sitting at my place and thinking what will be happen to me after this. is it i'm still searching for a good life or i still the same?

second

if you read the title of course you will be confused and keep asking what the meaning of my title. what i mean by Second? Here we go, what i mean by second it because i attended for the second interview with exxon mobil but this interview with different position that i has been applied before. The position that i was interview is Admin Exec for Drilling department. The interviewer is Mr. Nathan and he so friendly with me. What i feel during the interview session are i'm not nervous but i have the weird feeling which is that i'm very confident with myself and answering all the question without failed. The interview session takes more than one hour and half. Lots of thing he has explained to me and the most important i try my best level to improve my interpersonal skill.

After i done the interview, i suddenly feels so nervous and afraid is it i talked too much or i didn't gives a good explanation during the interview session. all of things was insult my mind until now. I non stop thinking and what i afraid if i didn't get any job again. I feel so tired because since the past three months lot of interviews i was attends but until now i still jobless.



Life so hard because what i wanted and dreaming not at all i can get. Yem always told me that one day i will get a good career. He never fail to advise me and always gives me a good support. Yem thanks for your advice and until now i still learn to improve myself.

If i get the second chance and i get a better job i want to prove to yem that one day i will be a successful women and i want he proud with me. Yem please pray for me.
Now i take a deep breathe and i know i have a long journey that i have to face.

bukan

Dunia

ni

ADIL

tetapi

orang disekeliling aku

TIDAK ADIL

posisi

Dihadapan kamu ada sebuah tasik yang dalam, tapi kamu tidak ketahuan bertapa dalamnya isi tasik itu..

Dikanan kamu ada sepohon kayu, yang agak tua tetapi daunnya masih segar mengembang disebabkan hujan membasahinya.

Dikiri kamu ada sebuah pangkin lama tetapi terbengkalai dimakan pautan anai-anai.

Tetapi..
Kamu tidak melihat Dibelakang diri kamu.
tidak ketahuan apa yang ada dibelakang kamu.
sehingga kamu menjadikan ia sang teka teki dalam hidup kamu.

Kemudian, kamu berkeras untuk meleraikan pergaduhan emosi.
tetapi kamu masih tidak boleh menoleh bah kan melihat apa di belakang kamu.

kamu bermain emosi lagi sehingga tuhan turunkan hujan memlimpah keatas mu.
membasahi kamu tanpa kamu ketahui maknanya.

beriman lah kamu seolah-olah kamu mati pada keesokkan hari. Beribadatlah kamu seperti kamu sedang mengejar ilmu yang sangat mendalam supaya suatu hari nanti kamu tidak sesat dan terkapai-kapai dalam kegelapan.

bersedekahlah kamu dengan tangan kanan supaya tangan kiri kamu tidak ketahuan nilainya.

bersihkan hati kamu dari kebencian setiap insan,walaupun dosa mereka sekecil zarah anai-anai.

berubahlah kamu ke arah yang diredhai dan jangan pernah menoleh kebelakang, sesungguhnya Allah mengajar kamu meneruskan hidup ini dengan langkah-langkah sorak
La ilaha illallah..

sesungguhnya hidup kamu seperti berfisabilillah di jalan yang benar.

wedding dress marimar lawa okeh!

hari ni episod last cter marimar. adoii sumpah lawa lah gaun kawen dia aku plak yang berangan-angan nak pakai wedding dress macam tuh. adoiii..
Yem oklah set tahun depan aku masuk meminang. hahahah



adoii meriahh uolsss. kau ada???
aku pelik betul orang melayu kalau kawen mekap adoiii 4inci tebal. cuba mekap tuh natural2 sikit. iksh2. selamat marimar kau memang dah cantik berbagai...



sure kalau aku kawen nak wat album kawen maacam ni. auwww romantika de amour~
haaa lepas tuh for sure mekap artis ku ANNE KAY!! meletopss gituh!! ANNE aku promote kau nie. jangan lupa bagi discount bila aku nak kawen nanti :D



adoii aku ni berangan jap iksh2 takper nanti kalau aku kawen nak cantik macam ni :)

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selamat hari sabtu!

semalam aku pergi makan dim sum sampai perot nak meletop sebab banyak gila makanan sedap-sedap. nak kata tak baca doa dah baca dah. hahahahha. macam biasa since aku tak keje Yem lah belanja aku makan. heheh thanks syg nanti fara dah keje claim balik okeh belanja-belanja ni :p



aku tak tahu apa nama benda ni. tapi dia macam ala2 mini murtabak tapi sedap walaupon lembik-lembik, the best part aku tak reti pakai chopstick pastuh aku suruh yem yang ambikkan. dalam hati aku loncat-loncat. wah-wah romantiknya pakwe aku ni ambikkan makanan. hahahahah.



Ilah ngan julie sebok tick2 box for dim sum menu. aku sure tak tahu lah kan. sebab aku pandai makan jerk :D







ada itik okeh. dah tentu aku tak makan itik sebab itik adalah makanan favorite BELLA :P



yaya she so excited with her birthday present sampai tak sabar-sabar nak bukak hadiah tuh. ekekekke. Yem lah semangat tolong pasangkan~





ha ni parents yem :) abah sebok layan yaya





jeng-jeng saperkah gerangan teruna ini.
hahaha dah tentulah YEM KEPAM kesayangan aku.
atau kata lain pengerang jantung pisang den.



p/s pictures by Raja iskandar putera. curik is punya gambar kat facebook :D

Petang tuh aku dinner pulak ngan abg see and his gf. makan lagi.adoiiii
APA PON TAK BOLEHLAH~ gemoklah aku camnie!

thanks to is, yem, ilah sebab belanja-belanja. aummmm

yesterday

yesterday i went for two interviews and the first one with Exxon Mobil and then with SYABAS. seriously i'm very surprised because i'll send my resume to exxon mobil more than 10 times and there's no reply from then and suddenly i got call from Exxon mobil to attend the interview.

Around 3pm, i arrived SYABAS HQ located in Jalan Pantai Baru nearby LRT Kerinchi station. But i don't like waiting for a long time for a interview session. The position that i apply is Procurement assistant engineer and i was the younger candidate for that position. Well, what i was thinking that i have to compete with other candidates because their have more experiences than me. What ever the result, i just try my luck and do my best effort for both of the interview. Thank god, i can do the interview and the interviewers said that they really like the way i represented myself and my knowledge. Honestly speaking i just have diploma and from my experience i learn to gives a good work commitment. I'm not genius but i always to improve myself without fail :)

Dear God, perhaps everything will be okay and more thing thanks god cos yem pass for his VIVA and he can be full time lecturer after this. Congrats Yem :)

now i just go with the flow and hope i can receive a good news soon ;)
* thinking positive mood*

esok

esok adalah hari interview sedunia untuk aku.
tak payah cakaplah aku rase nak muntah hijau, kecut perot, nervous dah tentu.
Haishh esok pagi start dulu dengan exxon mobil petang tuh baru pegi SYABAS.
alamak macam mana ni? aku nervous lah lagi???

APA PON TAK BOLEHLAH BILA NERVOUS NI~

Apa pon tak boleh lah

Jumaat ni genap 3bulan aku dah tak kerja dan tanam anggur dirumah =_='
Apa pon tak bolehlah. Banyak kerja aku apply, tapi satu pon takder rezeki aku.
Nak kata aku demand Gaji tak pulak. Untonglah kawan-kawan aku yang mana kerja ngan PETRONAS sebab ada sedara mara tolong. Huuhuhu kesian aku duit simpanan pon dah tak ramai. Nak shopping just tengoklah jer lah nak beli kene simpan duit.
Jumaat ni ada interview kat SYABAS as procurement Assistant. Hope dapatlah kerja cepat-cepat. bosan dah duk rumah jadi maid tak bertauliah.

Adoii Apa pon tak bolehlah~

can i have this hair style?

aku nak rambut macam ni. Boleh?

apa pon tak boleh lah~

the man i will marry

saying

yem

jumaat ni yem ada Viva dan dia risau sangat-sangat sampai dia stop main game disebabkan dia cakap dia cuak. maknanya dia risau lah tuh kan. Tapi bagi aku Yem kan GENIUS ayat dia selalu cakap kat aku. memang pon dia genius main game. lagi dua hari, jumaat bakal menjelma. Yem cakap dia tak pandai, tapi aku selalu cakap dengan Yem aku confident dengan dia sebab aku tahu dia ni belajar last2 minute pon bijak.

Yem, janganlah nervous sure boleh buat punya viva tuh nanti bulan october boleh graduate kan nanti fara bagi bear besar sama besar cam Yem tapi comel ikot fara lah :)
Yem chayokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

p/s : Mr. awesome do your BEST!

ku lihat takdir cinta

kita selalu berasa semua yang kita dapat akan kekal selamanya.
seperti hadirnya cinta yang kita selalu ingat akan kekal bersemi selamanya.
kita belajar mengenal erti usia,
mungkin pada mulanya kita kelihatan sangat bahagia,
cerita cinta mengalahkan cinta si kasih asmara,
tapi hakikatnya akhir nya kita bertemu takwim..
lalu kita berhenti ditengah-tengah.
mungkin benar kata emak, jangan disanjung pada yang satu.

lihatlah...
tuhan mula cemburu! kerana kita melebihinya dari yang lain..
ketika itu hawa berjalan keseorangan mencari cintanya Adam.
masih terdampar adam di bumi tapi ia kelihatan sedih menyesal tak sudah.

tuhan, mungkin ini salahku kerana cintanya adam lalu terhumbannya ke bumi.
lalu tuhan menjatuhkan hawa ke bumi menemani cintanya si Adam.

aku terserentak, berhenti mengenang waktu. Lalu kulihat adam ku, masih segar aku menhargainya.