If I could pretend that I'm asleep,
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls..
I think nobody knows..

Wednesday, September 29, 2010


I'm stress and I need more coffee.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

today when i was here

just being tired for a few weeks and perhaps i can feel better with my new job.
unfortunately, i was the one who always handle a new cases from overseas.sometimes i feel so down when try to solve a new's not easy to be research analyst and office is my second home for me. My friends,most of them felt that i'm ignore them cos sometimes i have no time to hang out with my friends.
My life is not like before, my routine is facing with a new client.and the most i hating is when the candidates give me a stupid screening background.

My life now is more better cos i have someone who really like care about me. He makes me feel appreciated. Yesterday i went for family gathering and i got three missed call from papa because i am totally forgot that i have promise papa to join the gathering.However when i was too busy, no reminder for myself and it always happened now.

Is 6.27pm now and i still seat in front of my laptop with lot of paperworks.More than 13 paperworks still pending and incomplete.I think I need a time for myself and have to release my stress at gym. Honestly speaking i feel tired with my job.
Not ain't easy to be here. Have to know how to control your stress. I just imagine now, how lucky i am if my love was here with me.
At least his smile can make my day more wonderful.

I always wish you were here and give me a beautiful smile. enough i think because now i never regret. Never.

Monday, September 27, 2010


I'm too shy to show my face because deep inside my heart i always be your stalker.
I love you =) can i?

I love you =)

can I hold your hand?

Sunday, September 26, 2010


“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

Friday, September 24, 2010

ajad and ajad

it's unexpected after one year he disappear from my life and finally for today he come back looking for me. I really miss the moment with my sunshine cos i never forget you even though you are not mine but our memory still together and deep inside in my mind you always be the number one. No ones can replace you, because you always be the first.
ajad i feel so happy cos you looking for me back after the last our conversation.

Do you still remember the first time we met? the first time we went for break fasting in Shah Alam? I miss the moment with you and now i'm happy cos finally you found someone that can makes you happy. Perhaps, you always appreciate what u have.
Same goes to me and now i'm happy cos i found someone that can make me happy.

ajad thanks for everything and finally even though i am late to wish your birthday but i never forget your birthday. Happy belated Birthday my sunshine =)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

selamat hari raya~

salam aidilfitri

elite gundam

i want this!!!!!
this is elite Gundam’s Robot (5-inch) can think of residing only in the hearts of elite community.
just $ 250,000

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

gile raya

aku macam dah malas nak keje sebab mood raya aku dah melampau-lampau bayangkanlah semua india aku sorang jer melayu.huhuhuhu.
yeahhh aku sebenarnya tak sabar nak raya,harap raya tahun ni penuh bermakna.
niat aku tahun ni..

better jaga-jaga.


One words can i tell you now,

but can i write your heart?

"I miss you".