If I could pretend that I'm asleep,
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls..
I think nobody knows..

Friday, October 29, 2010

can't be moved

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving..

-The Script-

Do you how much i care about him? Until when he get hurt I'll try to make him happy.
Do you know why i can't be moved from this his love because i cannot touch your heart without answer your minds.

A few minutes ago, i just thinking and stand in front of the mirror. When I touched the mirror, i just saw myself and the behind of me is him. waiting me with a big smile. Do you know how much i missing him, however he just mentioned my name with the illusion of hearts.

People talk about the girl that's waiting on a guy.
But I'm not moving from this place.

I'm waiting you now.
Where are you love?

Wednesday, October 27, 2010


Happy birthday farah and hope all your wish come true.

I just back from celebrate my birthday with yem, bella & ultraman. Thanks guys for today and i'm having the best mood for tonight. I had received present from yem. Thanks yem for the birthday present and i really like the watch. I know the watch it's quite expensive even though you are not telling me the price of the watch.

This is first time i upload my pictures with yem =) He's adorable~

When I'm looking at you it's mean I miss you..

but the way, thanks Bella because snap this pictures even though I am not looking great in this pictures.

Yem, Bella & Ultraman so many thanks to you guys cos make my day more happy today.
I love you guys =)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

faggot gigi ku

tadi waktu sebok gosok gigi, aku sebok tengok gigi aku yang agak tak cantik.yup aku takder gigi yang cantik gara-gara aku penah jatuh dulu.aku selalu berangan kalau aku pakai braces nanti mesti aku akan ada gigi yang cantik. tapi mak kata nanti aku akan nampak lebih kurus dari sekarang dan akan jadi sangat tak cantik.aku sedar aku memang tak pon tak cantik kalau kurus lagi sure tak cantikkan?

aku selalu berangan nak nak pakai braxes yang ada kaler2 macam2 supaya nanti senang nanti gigi aku malam2 ada macam2 warna. ummmm.

dalam fikiran aku sekarang aku cuma fikir satu jer.
kenapa kadangkala orang tak boleh terima kekurangan diri aku?
aku tahu aku tak cantik cuma kadangkala aku tak boleh jadi apa yang orang lain impikan.
sebab aku kan tak sempurna.
tapi aku akan try buat braces tu secepat mungkin, walaupon sakit kata jijie,sebab jijie tadi betolkan braces dia,dia selalu kata menyesal buat braces sakit sangat2.
tapi takper aku beranikan diri nak gak pakai braces tuh.
sebab aku taknak orang ejek lagi gigi aku tak cantik macam gigi arnab.

Ipin, betol ker aku tak cantik? sebab gigi aku?

ipin gigi aku ada macam ni tak?

nikon D80

10.2 megapixel Nikon DX format CCD imaging sensor: Effectively optimized by Nikon to deliver a wide, dynamic range, producing outstanding images with high resolution and vivid detail yielding 3,872 x 2,592-pixel files.

I Fall in love with Nikon D80

Wednesday, October 20, 2010


i woke up this morning with a small pieces of hope that i just wonder what if today never comes.Perhaps, today i can be a better person with a new words of confident.

Like usual, I send morning messages to yem. Pity with him, cos he got food poisoning again.I'm really miss him so much cos never meet him since last week. Today is the day, maybe i can call it as anniversary. Happy anniversary yem =) hope you always happy with me. I do miss you again because now i got no time to be with you. Just reminded that you still have mine in your heart. Even though you rarely say you love me, but it doesn't mean that you have to show everything because action speak louder than words.

Is 2.00pm now and i was wondering, why you not reply my messages and return my call.You makes me more worried dear. But i just realize that i can't live without you even for one second.

Now, I just continue doing my work and perhaps you will be okay syg =)
i miss you so badly.

yes i do

“When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.

it's you

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

perasaan itu tak berapa sesedih

aku dah sepuluh hari demam,dengan flu macam hampeh dengan aku nyer batok ala rock star.
sejak akhir ni aku asyik mengidam dan kuat makanlah.aku melepaskan stress kerja dengan makan tanpa hiraukan perasaan orang kampung yang suka aku jadi ratu kebaya.ekekeke.
macam bangang jer ayat aku macamlah aku cun sangatkan angkat bakul sendiri.
kak siti pon satu suka sangat tag kat fb aku gambar masakan dia sampai aku terliur dan kadangkala ada sampai termimpi mimpi makanan tuh.contohnya macam cake cokelat yang kak siti masak tuh.

hari sabtu hari tuh,aku naik gila shopping sampai duit aku dah cetek.sorry yem aku guna ayat kau cetek.ekekekek.tapi al-kisahnya aku ada nampak satu beg sekolah yang sangat comel,beg domokun tuh memang cun kaler purple.tapi aku tak jadi beli sebab aku beli short akulah sangat frustkan tak dapat beli beg tuh sebab kene simpan duit.beg domo ouh beg domo kenapa kau goda aku ah?

*sedang guling guling kat lantai mengenang nasib kempunan beg mono =(

Sunday, October 17, 2010


one day i was screaming like hell and no ones hear my sound.
i scream again but now no one's there to hear my voice.
i was the one who really like to run away from the problem that i have facing just now.

i screaming again cos i am stress with my job.
I'm unhappy because i have to stay back everyday and after that my dad do not understand what's my problem. he doesn't know what i do everyday, but he just know that my face can tell him 101 stories without i telling him.

i just hoping that i never say t.i.r.e.d. But i did..


we like to talk about something's different.
we are not same. what we do is totally are not same.
so many different until one day we stand together and realize..
"maybe we come from a different world, different emotion and different feelings"
but once i'm looking at you.
the whole world stop and looking at you too.
because you stand in the middle world and says " i like you even though you are different from me"..

p/s : i miss you thats why i stole your picture just now =)

what is love?

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

Friday, October 8, 2010

tak suka

what a bad day i have today,starting with my morning with no smile cause i am late go to office..thank god my boss is not coming when i reach at office.
And i received a Friday surprise from my senior. Guess what? a new report from my senior.

just hope someone can make me smile