today when i was here

just being tired for a few weeks and perhaps i can feel better with my new job.
unfortunately, i was the one who always handle a new cases from overseas.sometimes i feel so down when try to solve a new case.it's not easy to be research analyst and office is my second home for me. My friends,most of them felt that i'm ignore them cos sometimes i have no time to hang out with my friends.
My life is not like before, my routine is facing with a new client.and the most i hating is when the candidates give me a stupid screening background.

My life now is more better cos i have someone who really like care about me. He makes me feel appreciated. Yesterday i went for family gathering and i got three missed call from papa because i am totally forgot that i have promise papa to join the gathering.However when i was too busy, no reminder for myself and it always happened now.

Is 6.27pm now and i still seat in front of my laptop with lot of paperworks.More than 13 paperworks still pending and incomplete.I think I need a time for myself and have to release my stress at gym. Honestly speaking i feel tired with my job.
Not ain't easy to be here. Have to know how to control your stress. I just imagine now, how lucky i am if my love was here with me.
At least his smile can make my day more wonderful.

I always wish you were here and give me a beautiful smile. enough i think because now i never regret. Never.