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I received this email from fazil..anyway thanx fazil for everything..I know its hard for me to say good bye. guys!!wish me luck ya..



Assalamualaikum,

Kehadapan saudara ku Farah,

When I first met you, the first thought that crossed my mind was “wowwww tinggi nya”…the second thought was “Gothic nya”…hahaha…

Farah,

At first, I am quite not comfortable being near you, maybe because of your Gothic style & your Boyish character…but after some time, with your ‘happy-go-lucky’ attitude, like to greet others, helpful etc I began to get used to you…to tell you frankly, I am the type that do not know to curse, say harsh words etc…that could be why at first I don’t feel easy with you…but, you are so cool…I began to like you as what you are…I began to take you as what you are…the longer I know you, the more that I know you have the potential to succeed in life…you have the creativity…you also have the initiative…you are born with strong mind…you can survive in various conditions…you have a lot of good things in you, maybe more then what I have…be grateful of everything that you have & continue to strive to improve yourself to a better life & in a better way…Pray to Allah, ask for forgiveness, and ask Allah to show you the right way to go…follow your instinct and may that instinct will bring you to the best life that you deserves…

You once told me that you were a tomboy…but tremendously, day by day, what I see in you, you are turning into more ladies and I really like that transformation…that shows people can change their selves…it depends on your mind set…people can change to whatever they want…you can…from a tomboy to a beautiful lady…

I mentioned just now, you have the potential to succeed…as a big brother, this is my advice, try to take & digest whatever advice or critics from others…whatever good things for you & may be good for you & can help you to improve to be a good person, try to absorb it in…& whatever that you feel is not appropriate & not relevant for you, still take it as a positive thing okay…Maturity is when you can sense your concern to others outweighing your concern to yourself…use other people around you as a mirror for you to see what other people think about you…there is a proverb, it sounds, if 3 people say the same thing about you, you might want to think about it, maybe what they said is true…maybe by improving yourself, it can create a better environment for you & others, maybe you might want to consider their advice…it is not wrong to change yourself, if it is for your own good & good for others as well…we live in a community, so we should try not only to pleased ourselves but also most people around us…try to make good judgments from the situation around us & from the critics that we received from different peoples…

Please forgive for whatever bad things that I said & done directly at you as well as the bad things that I have said & done at your back…Please ‘Halal’ all things that I owe you…Thanks for being my jogging partner, my laughing partner, thanks for lending your ears every time I need someone to hear my problem & the most important thing is THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND… I really hope that our friendship will continue for eternity…I really hope that we can meet each other once a while, get together, with Nik, Kak Liza and others…never forget us here…remember us always…I hope, when I meet you next time around, you have turned into a beautiful butterfly, spreading your beautiful wings & fly happily & freely…

Sayangi sebuah perkenalan kerana disitu terdapat kemesraan. Kenangi sebuah perhubungan keranan disitu terdapat kerinduan dan hargai kedua-duanya kerana ia rahmat Allah S.W.T.

Every goodbye is the birth of a memory!

keep in touch…

yours truly,

Mohamad Fazzil Naziri Abdul Karim

our death is our wedding

Our death is our wedding with eternity.
What is the secret? "God is One."
The sunlight splits when entering the windows of the house.
This multiplicity exists in the cluster of grapes;
It is not in the juice made from the grapes.
For he who is living in the Light of God,
The death of the carnal soul is a blessing.
Regarding him, say neither bad nor good,
For he is gone beyond the good and the bad.
Fix your eyes on God and do not talk about what is invisible,
So that he may place another look in your eyes.
It is in the vision of the physical eyes
That no invisible or secret thing exists.
But when the eye is turned toward the Light of God
What thing could remain hidden under such a Light?
Although all lights emanate from the Divine Light
Don't call all these lights "the Light of God";
It is the eternal light which is the Light of God,
The ephemeral light is an attribute of the body and the flesh.
...Oh God who gives the grace of vision!
The bird of vision is flying towards You with the wings of desire.

poems by rumi

charm oh hisham..

aku sangatlah teruja setelah melihat gambar2 si charm ni pergi gold coast..huhuuh..dalam banyak2 gambar aku suka satu gambar charm yang aku rasa sangat go international..hahhahaha..sorry charm aku copy paste gambar kau tapi takper ko sayang aku kan?nama pon kau abang aku..mestilah ko kene layan kerenah aku kan?hihihii..

*mari aku tunjuk gambar aksi2 charm*


charm yang agak bengang dengan burung unta yang sedang mengoda dia-cham kan aku dah kata kau hensem sangat go international.buktinya burung unta tuh sukakan kau..


gambar ni charm sorry aku tag sendiri cos aku memang suka dengan kangroo ni..comel jer aku nengok kan..


cham ko tak rasa ker arnab tuh macam aku?yang tang gigi tuh kan?


hisham hussain-charm dalam ni kau nampak sangat hotttttttttt-i lioooke~
sangat GO INTERNATIONAL!!

P/s;charm ekekeke..nanti ole2 aku jangan lupa bagi yeep..excited ni..tapi kalau kau bawak balik kangroo sekor pon aku dah happy gile2..ekekekek

c a n

c a n YOU l E a V e mE a L o N e ?

maybe

It is 9pm and still raining,

Soon, I will leave the place that has been such a huge part of me growing up.

Here,

I learn and we learn together about

-e n v i r o n m e n t-

For the most part of yesterday,

It’s hard, but I’m still trying

And I realized something

If only I could hide everything

It’s been too long-not for a minute

And for me

*words say too much*

do I care?

should I say I'm not in the good mood because of Norma.
she makes me angry and I can't control my emotion now.
and you are such a hypocrite Norma.

I do not understand with HR department-is it difficult for them to accept my tender of resignation?if you have no experience regarding Human resources better u quit from Biotech.

for me, you are nothing norma.
but please don't insult my intelligence with your stupid reasons. yes i know you older than me but your mind set doesn't show me you are matured..
that why until now you still with executive secretary position because you always fuck about OTHER PEOPLE life..I'm repeat again you are nothing..

I promise you, you never happy with your life, because no forgiveness you can get from me..I really meant it..

Norma,

I know there are such things as haters. people that don't like you for who you are. haters are people that think they are better than you. they talk about and do or say all types of stuff to you . because they want you feel bad about yourself ,when there's really no reason, they take time to make sure you are miserable.

Don't fuck with my life!!

a n d

You make my day- s u c k !

takkan

tentang seseorang..
takkan pernah pudar dari ingatan..
menjadi pujaan hati si dara,
takkan lenyap ditelan bumi,
syahdunya kerna si gadis masih menunggu..
hari yang ditunggu masih lagi dia nanti.

tentang seseorang..
yang sedang dikasihi,
berbisik pada malam..
seindah fasa yang terakhir..

takkan satu ketika ia berpaling,
dara sedang menanti..
esok harinya..