journey

hi guys!!
morning and have a pleasant day.
I hate 1st of April because today is APRIL FOOL. So please beware because anything can happen today.

Sometimes I really have to wonder about the decisions I make about my life - if the choices are questionable indeed.There are so many new things in my life.
So much of the unknown.

lately, i try to improve my Japanese language
and practice to write in japan but it's kinda difficult because last i practice this language when i was 14 years old.

Now, i grab all the opportunity to improve myself.
I wish one day i can get what i want in my life.
I still remember what Razif told me before this,
he always said "farah take the opportunity in front of you, and get the experience". Because now without experiences its hard for me to get a better offer from other company.

My target for this year, i want achieve my life with a good improvement in term of job, salary, personal life and study..yeahh i agree with Razif because it's hard for me to get better offer maybe because i just have a Diploma not degree.

Dear God,

Thank you for all the signs you have shown, each and every one of you, and it feels as if it is truly the starts of multiple threads of things that are leading to a much richer tapestry, the start of something beautiful and exciting and just a little bit crazy. I will be changing and making changes, and learning about myself and what my heart really wants, and what I really want, and there are so many things people have said and so many decisions that I have made that have resonated so strongly within myself that I am doing the right thing.
I am starting a new journey and I am pursuing happiness.

As I remind myself - it's all for me.



A little knowledge that acts is worth infinitely more than much knowledge that is idle
-khalil Gibran-

おはよう!!

おはよう!!
昨夜驚くべきは、私のチームでもかかわらず、私は疲れて練習ボーリングがあった。
次の試合移動カート、ここ私は来る.
申し訳ありません rizmel nazrin 私は昨夜お電話を忘れていますので、!!
私は約束 rizmel 私は今夜私は後に私の写真撮影セッションを終了するを呼び出します。
私はかなり緊張し、これが私の最初の写真撮影だからです。
男は私に今日の写真撮影のため幸運を祈ります。
ありがとう..

nama saya A.B.U

petang ni hujan lagi..oh hujan ada naga nangis ke sebab tu kau hujan?
abaikan sang hujan..
aku lihat diri aku didepan cermin yang besar..
wow banyak jugak aku turun berat badan dalam masa 2tahun kan?
dulu aku bukan kisah pun nak pakai make up..
baju aku semua tshirt dan jeans aku semua jeans lobos ala-ala hip hop..
now aku berdiri dihadapan cermin dengan memakai dress pendek.
lah..dah besar dah kau kan fara..(cakap dalam hati)
dah 22 tahun aku..aku rasa macam aku ni kecik lagi je..
dulu rambut aku pacak2 pendek..now rambut aku lurus dan panjang..(gunalah pantene)-rambut itu mahkota hatiku..huahua..ayat anggun.
petang-petang macam ni buat aku teringat zaman aku study dulu..
ada seorang minah ni ingat aku lelaki..siap tanya nama lagi..
dengan spontan aku kenalkan diri aku..
"hai!! saya ABU"..ekekeekek
sebab time tuh aku suka tengok cerita KAMI yang abu belakon..
padahal nak cakap nama aku fara..
tersasul time tuh..minah ni punyalah suka aku..
tapi sorry beb..YOU NOT MY TASTE!!~
huahuahua..
ayat kejam giler..sooo kejam..
cepatnya masa berlalu...
hari ni aku jadi seorang adik,seorang kakak dan seorang gadis..mungkin esok aku akan jadi seorang kekasih,dan lusa mungkin aku akan jadi seorang isteri ataupon mak..
tuhan..nak tanya boleh?
kenapa aku kene cepat besar?
boleh tak patahkan balik waktu aku sekolah?
sebab aku rasa bila aku dewasa banyak sangat aku kene belajar..
paling sedih dah besar2 ni aku dah tak dapat duit raya..ekekekeke...
so tema dan persoalan sila rasakan diri anda budak2..huahuahua

tiada motif disini

sedang berfikir .....

Bilalah nak dapat kerja baru?

love

let me not to the marriage of true minds, admit impediments.
love is not love.
which alters when is alteration finds,
or bends with the remover to remove,
O no!! It is an ever-fixed mark,
that looks on tempests and is never shaken,
it is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown,
although his height be taken.
Love's not time's fool,
though rosy lips and cheeks,
within his bending sickle's compass come,
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks ,
but bears it out even to the edge of doom,
if this be error and upon me proved,
i never writ, nor no man ever loved.

f i r s t l O v e

U cannot see love through your eyes,

love comes unseen,

that you cannot touch but u can feel by heart,

until u realize, u cannot live without "l o v e"..

Like an old photograph,

Time can make a feeling fade,

But the memory of a first love,

Never fades away..

panda bear

lambat 10 minit pagi ni datang office gara-gara train yang penuh dengan makhluk tuhan..
sangatlah penuh sampaikan aku terkepit dalam train..nak bernafas susah,buat kata chris brown..no air no air!!
macam biasa pagi-pagi aku check email,jumpa nikgee tengok kalau-kalau ada kerja yang pending..aku tunjuk gambar lama aku kat fazzil..dia kata aku bulat macam panda bear!!~
ikshhh
kesian panda bear..dia jadi mangsa keadaan...
ekekek..banyak dow aku turun berat dalam masa 2tahun..aku kurus sebab aku penat kerja..
huhuhuuh..
opsss lupa hari ni nina ada photoshoot kat utusan newspaper..wahh nina kau dah sangat go international yer!!~eekekeke
jangan nervous nina..yang penting Sali tak tahu kau gi photoshoot tuh tau..ekekekek..
hari ni aku takder mood sebab aku sakit tekak dan batok..suara aku macam Ramli sarip dah ni..



boleh tak kalau aku nak balik rumah dan malas nak berkerja untuk hari ni?
soooooooooooo malas!!~
thanxxx to kak ros sebab kata rambut aku cantik hari ni..
sebab rambut dah panjang macam mat lampir aku terpaksa ikat rambut setengah dan clip kan jer...
agak-agaknya kan hari khamis ni aku boleh tak apply cuti half day ker?
adoiiii..
harap-harap aku dapatlah kan cuti tuh..dan berharap aku dapatlah kerja kat architecture firm tuh..setelah aku penat-penat dan berusaha untuk mengedit resume aku kasik gempak ala-ala ainol zafery naharuddinnyer..huahuahua..
tangan aku ni malas nak taip sebab aku sooo penat angkat bola bowling..
aku tak tahulah kenapa sejak akhir-akhir ni aku suka sangat guna perkataan 'SO'..
macam sooo sotong..huahuahua..