If I could pretend that I'm asleep,
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls..
I think nobody knows..

Friday, December 10, 2010


It takes more than one month i haven't updated my blog since i had joined MVD for a few months ago. Today i have received offer letter from my boss and my minds never stop thinking about my future. Thats what i wanted is it? i asked myself again and again until i notice that actually i take a wrong step to be here. Do you imagine I just 22 years old young lady and very committed with my work and office is like my second home. Most of my time and life i spent at office. Many of my friends are really enjoying their life and not like me that have to sit in front of my laptop and always up to date with my report at time to time.

From local to overseas report and all the report i have done with the best achievement of my life especially Weststar report. Can you imagine, ex - student for Business Management can do report and make a research pertaining Sikorsky s67c++ and learning about the job scope of aircraft license engineer. Is ain't easy for me for the first time i received the report. The report was teach me how to recall and remember every keywords of engines that i have must to know.

Today is the last day for Baldwin worked with us. She growth up together with me since we had joined MVD. Now I feel so lonely and no ones can teach me English to improve myself.

I take a deep breath and I start thinking..
"Why people always comes & people always go?"
maybe my words cannot impress my mentality of minds but the truth is I can feel it in my life. I am too stressful since last month and Yem always told me do the best that I can to make improvement in my life because he knows that I can do much better if I know what my target.

Dear Life,
If I can retake all the moment that i have before. Can I have for the second life that can teach me how to be tough person in her life.

Dear Myself,
You do not stand by alone and u have to know that you have Yem & Ipin who always support you and they always be there to waiting for your success. Yem, he always believes that myself can be reach high target of my life.

Don't give up with my life and stand like a winner Farah ;)

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