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myself and i

This is a part of me which people never knows. I love to being myself and maybe people keep saying that there's nothing special about me. But i never blame myself when people start to judge me.

I look into the world eyes and i wonder is it every second of my life i learn something new about life.

I take a baby step and make a new movement with take a new challenge of my life. what i afraid the most that's i will facing.

Now i sit at my chair and write down about what i want to be the next 5 years. is it with the same reality life or maybe not be. I was the one who can change my life to be unperfect to perfect.

nasib

dah masuk 4 bulan aku tak kerja. tido pon tak lena. malam-malam sure aku terkenang nasib aku. banyak interview aku dah pegi. semuanya aku buat tapi still belom rezeki aku lagi.

hummm

bila aku nak dapat kerja?

iftar dengan budak2 unisel RP

hari sabtu lepas aku berbuka puasa dengan budak2 RP unisel ( RP - RUMAH PANJANG) hahhaha aku menyebok lah sebab lama tak jumpa kawan-kawan unisel. haa yang bestnyer bila dah lepas 3 tahun ada yang dah kerja macam-macam tempat, ada yang belajar lagi buat degree ada yang berniaga rojak (tuh tak sure confirm dia. so lokasi berbuka hari tuh dekat taman kemuning flaming steamboat buffet. bayar RM20 tapi dorang yang over makan sampai membazir. si kuda lah makan banyak2 sampai tak terhabis membazir jerk. si sopie sebok plak kacau si ganu mentang-mentang ganu tuh comel lote. hahahah.



ni gara-gara sebok nak bergambar habis rambut aku meleket dengan marshmallow si sopie yang dicampur ice cream dan cokelat cair. sebab over excited marshmallow kat mulot dia kene rambut aku! memang over lah kau sopie.





sopie tak habis-habis usik ganu kesian ganu kene buli hari tuh.



si kudA memanglah suka sangat ambik makanan banyak-banyak lepas tuh tak habis. penat aku bising-bising.





malam tuh aku balik dekat pukul 11 lebih tapi diorang lepak-lepak lagi tak puas lah melepak kejap jerk. hope lepas ni boleh lepak lama-lama.

couldn't

for the first time in my life i feel so awkward shopping but i have no money in my pocket. Almost 4months i'm not working and most of my expenses my bf support me. At the same time i just realized that nowadays difficult for me to get job even though i got more than two years working experiences.

Now i'm sms with razif my ex-boss at biotechcorp. heard from one of my ex colleagues that now razif had been transferred to other department and if i'm not mistaken he now is under Corporate department and no longer with CSSD. well I've learn lot of things from him when we worked together as a team in CSSD. He said that he really miss his kids and now they stay in Vancouver, Canada. He said again that he just live here alone and sometimes he stay with his parents.

Just thinking, razif have a good career, good education and he have a good life but sometimes he feel so lonely because he was too busy commitment with his work. I know its ain't easy working as SVP for a big company cos he gives most of his life to achieve a good career development. I just pity with him and that's why now we still close even though we not working together. Well i never forget him because he is the boss that i ever had. Despite i jump to other companies. I never fail to say Hi to him. It's the way i show my concern towards him.

Gina khan now so happy with her new job as Tutor for forensic. lucky her :) I just sitting at my place and thinking what will be happen to me after this. is it i'm still searching for a good life or i still the same?

second

if you read the title of course you will be confused and keep asking what the meaning of my title. what i mean by Second? Here we go, what i mean by second it because i attended for the second interview with exxon mobil but this interview with different position that i has been applied before. The position that i was interview is Admin Exec for Drilling department. The interviewer is Mr. Nathan and he so friendly with me. What i feel during the interview session are i'm not nervous but i have the weird feeling which is that i'm very confident with myself and answering all the question without failed. The interview session takes more than one hour and half. Lots of thing he has explained to me and the most important i try my best level to improve my interpersonal skill.

After i done the interview, i suddenly feels so nervous and afraid is it i talked too much or i didn't gives a good explanation during the interview session. all of things was insult my mind until now. I non stop thinking and what i afraid if i didn't get any job again. I feel so tired because since the past three months lot of interviews i was attends but until now i still jobless.



Life so hard because what i wanted and dreaming not at all i can get. Yem always told me that one day i will get a good career. He never fail to advise me and always gives me a good support. Yem thanks for your advice and until now i still learn to improve myself.

If i get the second chance and i get a better job i want to prove to yem that one day i will be a successful women and i want he proud with me. Yem please pray for me.
Now i take a deep breathe and i know i have a long journey that i have to face.

bukan

Dunia

ni

ADIL

tetapi

orang disekeliling aku

TIDAK ADIL

posisi

Dihadapan kamu ada sebuah tasik yang dalam, tapi kamu tidak ketahuan bertapa dalamnya isi tasik itu..

Dikanan kamu ada sepohon kayu, yang agak tua tetapi daunnya masih segar mengembang disebabkan hujan membasahinya.

Dikiri kamu ada sebuah pangkin lama tetapi terbengkalai dimakan pautan anai-anai.

Tetapi..
Kamu tidak melihat Dibelakang diri kamu.
tidak ketahuan apa yang ada dibelakang kamu.
sehingga kamu menjadikan ia sang teka teki dalam hidup kamu.

Kemudian, kamu berkeras untuk meleraikan pergaduhan emosi.
tetapi kamu masih tidak boleh menoleh bah kan melihat apa di belakang kamu.

kamu bermain emosi lagi sehingga tuhan turunkan hujan memlimpah keatas mu.
membasahi kamu tanpa kamu ketahui maknanya.

beriman lah kamu seolah-olah kamu mati pada keesokkan hari. Beribadatlah kamu seperti kamu sedang mengejar ilmu yang sangat mendalam supaya suatu hari nanti kamu tidak sesat dan terkapai-kapai dalam kegelapan.

bersedekahlah kamu dengan tangan kanan supaya tangan kiri kamu tidak ketahuan nilainya.

bersihkan hati kamu dari kebencian setiap insan,walaupun dosa mereka sekecil zarah anai-anai.

berubahlah kamu ke arah yang diredhai dan jangan pernah menoleh kebelakang, sesungguhnya Allah mengajar kamu meneruskan hidup ini dengan langkah-langkah sorak
La ilaha illallah..

sesungguhnya hidup kamu seperti berfisabilillah di jalan yang benar.

wedding dress marimar lawa okeh!

hari ni episod last cter marimar. adoii sumpah lawa lah gaun kawen dia aku plak yang berangan-angan nak pakai wedding dress macam tuh. adoiii..
Yem oklah set tahun depan aku masuk meminang. hahahah



adoii meriahh uolsss. kau ada???
aku pelik betul orang melayu kalau kawen mekap adoiii 4inci tebal. cuba mekap tuh natural2 sikit. iksh2. selamat marimar kau memang dah cantik berbagai...



sure kalau aku kawen nak wat album kawen maacam ni. auwww romantika de amour~
haaa lepas tuh for sure mekap artis ku ANNE KAY!! meletopss gituh!! ANNE aku promote kau nie. jangan lupa bagi discount bila aku nak kawen nanti :D



adoii aku ni berangan jap iksh2 takper nanti kalau aku kawen nak cantik macam ni :)

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selamat hari sabtu!

semalam aku pergi makan dim sum sampai perot nak meletop sebab banyak gila makanan sedap-sedap. nak kata tak baca doa dah baca dah. hahahahha. macam biasa since aku tak keje Yem lah belanja aku makan. heheh thanks syg nanti fara dah keje claim balik okeh belanja-belanja ni :p



aku tak tahu apa nama benda ni. tapi dia macam ala2 mini murtabak tapi sedap walaupon lembik-lembik, the best part aku tak reti pakai chopstick pastuh aku suruh yem yang ambikkan. dalam hati aku loncat-loncat. wah-wah romantiknya pakwe aku ni ambikkan makanan. hahahahah.



Ilah ngan julie sebok tick2 box for dim sum menu. aku sure tak tahu lah kan. sebab aku pandai makan jerk :D







ada itik okeh. dah tentu aku tak makan itik sebab itik adalah makanan favorite BELLA :P



yaya she so excited with her birthday present sampai tak sabar-sabar nak bukak hadiah tuh. ekekekke. Yem lah semangat tolong pasangkan~





ha ni parents yem :) abah sebok layan yaya





jeng-jeng saperkah gerangan teruna ini.
hahaha dah tentulah YEM KEPAM kesayangan aku.
atau kata lain pengerang jantung pisang den.



p/s pictures by Raja iskandar putera. curik is punya gambar kat facebook :D

Petang tuh aku dinner pulak ngan abg see and his gf. makan lagi.adoiiii
APA PON TAK BOLEHLAH~ gemoklah aku camnie!

thanks to is, yem, ilah sebab belanja-belanja. aummmm

yesterday

yesterday i went for two interviews and the first one with Exxon Mobil and then with SYABAS. seriously i'm very surprised because i'll send my resume to exxon mobil more than 10 times and there's no reply from then and suddenly i got call from Exxon mobil to attend the interview.

Around 3pm, i arrived SYABAS HQ located in Jalan Pantai Baru nearby LRT Kerinchi station. But i don't like waiting for a long time for a interview session. The position that i apply is Procurement assistant engineer and i was the younger candidate for that position. Well, what i was thinking that i have to compete with other candidates because their have more experiences than me. What ever the result, i just try my luck and do my best effort for both of the interview. Thank god, i can do the interview and the interviewers said that they really like the way i represented myself and my knowledge. Honestly speaking i just have diploma and from my experience i learn to gives a good work commitment. I'm not genius but i always to improve myself without fail :)

Dear God, perhaps everything will be okay and more thing thanks god cos yem pass for his VIVA and he can be full time lecturer after this. Congrats Yem :)

now i just go with the flow and hope i can receive a good news soon ;)
* thinking positive mood*

esok

esok adalah hari interview sedunia untuk aku.
tak payah cakaplah aku rase nak muntah hijau, kecut perot, nervous dah tentu.
Haishh esok pagi start dulu dengan exxon mobil petang tuh baru pegi SYABAS.
alamak macam mana ni? aku nervous lah lagi???

APA PON TAK BOLEHLAH BILA NERVOUS NI~

Apa pon tak boleh lah

Jumaat ni genap 3bulan aku dah tak kerja dan tanam anggur dirumah =_='
Apa pon tak bolehlah. Banyak kerja aku apply, tapi satu pon takder rezeki aku.
Nak kata aku demand Gaji tak pulak. Untonglah kawan-kawan aku yang mana kerja ngan PETRONAS sebab ada sedara mara tolong. Huuhuhu kesian aku duit simpanan pon dah tak ramai. Nak shopping just tengoklah jer lah nak beli kene simpan duit.
Jumaat ni ada interview kat SYABAS as procurement Assistant. Hope dapatlah kerja cepat-cepat. bosan dah duk rumah jadi maid tak bertauliah.

Adoii Apa pon tak bolehlah~

can i have this hair style?

aku nak rambut macam ni. Boleh?

apa pon tak boleh lah~

the man i will marry

saying

yem

jumaat ni yem ada Viva dan dia risau sangat-sangat sampai dia stop main game disebabkan dia cakap dia cuak. maknanya dia risau lah tuh kan. Tapi bagi aku Yem kan GENIUS ayat dia selalu cakap kat aku. memang pon dia genius main game. lagi dua hari, jumaat bakal menjelma. Yem cakap dia tak pandai, tapi aku selalu cakap dengan Yem aku confident dengan dia sebab aku tahu dia ni belajar last2 minute pon bijak.

Yem, janganlah nervous sure boleh buat punya viva tuh nanti bulan october boleh graduate kan nanti fara bagi bear besar sama besar cam Yem tapi comel ikot fara lah :)
Yem chayokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

p/s : Mr. awesome do your BEST!

ku lihat takdir cinta

kita selalu berasa semua yang kita dapat akan kekal selamanya.
seperti hadirnya cinta yang kita selalu ingat akan kekal bersemi selamanya.
kita belajar mengenal erti usia,
mungkin pada mulanya kita kelihatan sangat bahagia,
cerita cinta mengalahkan cinta si kasih asmara,
tapi hakikatnya akhir nya kita bertemu takwim..
lalu kita berhenti ditengah-tengah.
mungkin benar kata emak, jangan disanjung pada yang satu.

lihatlah...
tuhan mula cemburu! kerana kita melebihinya dari yang lain..
ketika itu hawa berjalan keseorangan mencari cintanya Adam.
masih terdampar adam di bumi tapi ia kelihatan sedih menyesal tak sudah.

tuhan, mungkin ini salahku kerana cintanya adam lalu terhumbannya ke bumi.
lalu tuhan menjatuhkan hawa ke bumi menemani cintanya si Adam.

aku terserentak, berhenti mengenang waktu. Lalu kulihat adam ku, masih segar aku menhargainya.

bla bla bla.. eh one month jobless~sigh

hari ni genap sebulan aku mengangur. rasenya dah tiba masa anggur tuh peram wat ribena plak. hahahah. haishh bosannya duduk rumah and without do nothing. it's totally bored.
perhaps i can get offer from ishi power engineering for postion procurement assistant engineer. lol =_=' duit now pon dah tak ramai. haishh hope gaji bulan ni dapatlah full salary. iksh2 bosanlah now membesaran badan kat rumah.

kadang-kadang tu ada gak menyesal cos tak carik kerja awal-awal. kan dah kene jadi jobless. cheese berdebah! ekekeke buat kata kawan-kawan akulah jobless yang kaya.

toink toink
tuh lagi sorang kerja jadi lecturer tapi dengan games mmg tak boleh dipisahkan.. menag aku kawen ngan dia nanti aku bagi hantaran semua games. habis cter ekekek. lain dari yang lain.ekekeke

qaseh eryna & farah sali

thanks to qaseh, farah, and karyawani crew because invited me as one of their model ;)

tuhan pilih dia

dalam banyak-banyak benda yang sebuk untuk difikiri dan diingati tapi tuhan pilih dia untuk kita ingati. dalam keadaan kita sedang cemas dan berlatah terlajak, tuhan pilih dia untuk kita rindui. dalam keadaan kita sedang bersuka ria dan ketawa riang bersama teman, tuhan pilih dia untuk kita cintai.

lalu, kita sering tanya pada diri, kenapa tuhan pilih dia tapi bukan yang lain?

kita sering kali bertanya walaupun kita sedar yang tuhan sedang memberi kita satu lagi ujian pada hidup kita yang kita tidak tahu sama ada kita berjaya atau pon gagal dalam ujian kali ini.

hari ini, kita berjalan lagi melihat dunia, tetapi tuhan masih lagi memilih dia untuk kita ingati. maka akhirnya kita sedar ketika dihujung jalan yang tanpa kita perolehi.

sebenarnya tuhan pilih dia kerana dia juga pilihan yang tuhan pilih untuk kita belajar erti sayang. jangan pernah tanya kenapa tuhan pilih dia. takut kita tidak akan belajar erti bersyukur dan menghargai.

I have you

me : I love you & you complete me

him : =)

me: How blessed I am to have you.

him : so do i

jelajahi aku

dulu kita sering kali ditipu oleh manusia yang dunia ini indah sekiranya kita ikhlas. tapi tidak semua manusia pernah ikhlas untuk menghargai kita. melihat kita dengan kaca mata hati. tapi tak semua yang kita impikan akan kita perolehi, kerana tuhan hanya satu yang bisa tahu apa yang kita lakukan ada pengajaran disetiap akhir cerita kita. Hari ini sulit tapi tiada siapa yang tahu. Hati sedang marah dan memberontak kencang akhirnya jatuh ke bumi titisan air mata insan yang bernama manusia.Lihat pada anugerah tuhan yang cuba kita fahami setiap erti mesra dan titik-titik pengorbanan ketika sedang kita asyik berkira. Lantas dengan tanpa rela, jelajahi lagi satu penceritaan dimana yang kita sering kali tanya apa kesudahannya baik atau tidak dan akhirnya terkapai-kapai sebelum penamatnya.

trust

Maybe my action makes you feel uncomfortable...

but it doesn't meant i'm not trust you

sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

*
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

tiada tajuk

awan membendung kegelapan matahari,
lalu terhalang oleh matahari dengan cemburunya hujan disiang hari.
masih keringat diterbang argin jauh.
jangan pergi melompat jauh.
takut hilang dirampas angin.
dalam erat menyelam waktu,
dalam jasad melafaz rindu..
rasa hati masih keliru,
akhirnya cinta ditembus lalu.
lalu datang pula hujan membasahi bumi,
menyapu lantas erti rindu.
tetap teguh untuk bersatu.

her

"She walks in beauty,

Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright

Meet in her aspect and her eyes."

22 going to 23

dulu time zaman kecik-kecik aku selalu berangan nak jadi perempuan yang sangat cantik, nak gigi lawa, nak tinggi macam model, nak hot gojess macam awek-awek american next top model.tapi kecik-kecik aku tak lawa so tembam muke cam anak cina sesat mana ntah.
hahaha tapi tuh cter zaman dulu-dulu eh tak dulu sangat pon padahal baru masuk 3 tahun aku berubah.hahahah

buat kata mak, dulu aku mane ade kesah gemok ker, pakai seluar pendek ke, cap ke tepi ker, pierce bibir ker, memang time tu lantaklah apa nak jadi.

but now dah tak dah since aku rase wah cam cepat gila aku membesar now dah 23 lah weh;)



ha mak saya dah besarlah ;)

open your mind with Mind Valley ;)

i found something interesting from internet. From my perception this was a good ideas for everyone to learn something new about IT and web design. Maybe some of you knows about Mind valley.

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With Mind Valley, they need differences from people. Gain the experiences and share all the experience and story with the team. I understand that great people dream of starting their own companies. With Mind Valley, they help you attain this dream. They provide training and mentorship to help you grow. They do not require any employees to sign a bonding contract. Simply put, you are free to learn from us and then move on when you are ready to start your own business. In Mind Valley, they respect entrepreneurship.

I'm too excited browsing of Mind Vally website and I really enjoyed with all the information that they provide. Trust me you can learn and gain your experiences when you up to date with Mind Valley. I feel likes wanna applying job with Mind Valley because I'm looking for better career development. Furthermore, with Mind Valley you can work and at the same time you learn..

Please visit Mind Valley website at http://www.mindvalley.com/ if you want to knows about this company. Open your mind with Mind Valley ;)

Cheers ;)

Regards,
farah see

f**kin' perfect

After a long time i am not updated my blog, now i feel my life not happy at all. the turns around times i feel unsecured. No ones knows :( When i was young, I keep asking my heart what i wanted in my future but i wouldn't listen my heart breath. I heard a voice from the past, it tell the whole chapter of life and when i go to the next page i can find my life more challenging day by day. I realized that i cannot turn back the time. If someone ask me what i want to be one day...

maybe i only can says I want to be f**kin perfect. Can i?

the truth

When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

time

Die Zeit hat sich gewandelt, und wir haben uns verändert, sie hat fortgeschrittene und setzen uns in Bewegung, es hat enthüllt ihr Gesicht, inspirieren uns mit Bestürzung und Heiterkeit.

Time has been transformed, and we have changed; it has advanced and set us in motion; it has unveiled its face, inspiring us with bewilderment and exhilaration.